loneliness

As-salam..

kehidupan aku lening agak hectic,chaostic,catastrophic, picnic. ni disebabkan oleh kekangan masa yg bgitu mengekang, tmbah pulak life kt sini begitu bosan. so aku nk luah bnda kat dlm. sapa nk baca truskan.. xmaw baca boleh alt+f4. aku gerenti 100% cita ni xdak kaitan dgn ampa.

1. exam.
exam xlama dah, mood x mai2 g. dah delete dota, fb, tp dok habeh masa tgk utube. XD. mmg bermuda triangle la 3 websites/game ni. tmbah pulak 2 subjek aku verschieben (de-registration). tp aku dok buat teruk,, dok kata dalam hati "i'm gonna fail alot subjects".

2. praxis.

baru sign vertrag(contract) dgn firma marquardt. bereich testing/validating. aku expect kna buat byk tests, experiments, tulis programme, repot usw. start 1.3. abeh exam 21.2. so ada lbih kurg smggu utk pindah. tp rumah x jumpa g. hmm..

3. foreva alone.

besa la praxis buat sorg2. ada ja yg lucky dpt malaysian partner bwat praxis skali kt 1 firma. tp jarang dgr. ok. fine with me. tp GIZ dan JPA yg urus malysian student kt german ni.. x antaq langsung jr. kt kg. aku. dah 2 tahun kg. aku dianaktirikan. aku dah usulkn masalah ni kt depa, tp apa yg boleh aku cakap, janji dicapati. so populasi malaysia kat sini yg berbaki hanyalah 4 orang. tu pon xdok skali, jarang jumpa. masing2 hal masing2. bapak bosan hidup.

thx u both of u, u're the best. u make my life happy like never b4.

no option, i gamble my life. i play along with it. mgkin ada hikmah. mgkin tuhan nak ajaq aku sesuatu. tp ada risikonya hidup sorang2 cenggini. mula2 byk pkiaq(dah xdak sapa nk luah/sembang), pastu cakap sorg2 dan last form, gila.

3 Down! n Aidilfitri

pass as, alevel, n dsh exam.. skrg tggu praktikal, btn n fly..

alhamdulillah.. usaha 2.5 tahun kat sini x sia2..

NAMUN..

sebenarnya sedih aku mengatasi gembira.. sedih melihat ramai kawan2 aku xleh fly skali..

aku bgtau perasaan ni kat Herr Stock, lecturer aku..

"Eigentlich bin ich traurig, weil viele meine Kommilitonen nicht fliegen dürfen"

Beliau pun bgtaw, diorang(lecturers) dah sedaya upaya menolong students, namun depa mmg deserve dpt markah tu..

kalau tu la hakikatnya, aku terima saja.. walaupun mmg sedih sgt2..

aku stadi skali dgn depa2 yg xpass.. time tu aku pikir si fulan ni msti bole fly punya..

tapi.. ni semua ketentuan Tuhan.. Allahlah Yang Maha Pemberi rezeki..

usaha menggunung tapi fail.. usaha sikit tp berjaya

itulah ketentuanNya

Belum tentu yg fail itu fail dlm hidupnya

Belum tentu yg pass exams berjaya dlm hidupnya

Allah hilangkan sekejap matahari, kerana nk memberi manusia pelangi..

aku yg pass ni harap ni kejayaan tebaik bagiku dan aku akan terus melangkah kedepan

tak guna kalau aku pandang belakang dan sedih.

dah2. stop pot pet pot pet

ni la statistik yg bole aku bwat (bukan grafik beschreibung ye)

DSH exam 25/67 fail

ALEVEL exam 15/67 fail

AS exam 1/67 fail

boleh fly 43/67

warga kerja blog ni mengucapkan

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Maaf kalau post2 atau ayat2 blog ni mengguris hati sstgh pembaca

Kullu 'am waantum bikhair

2 down

As-salam.

2 drpd 3 exams dah lepas.. alevel n AS

tggal satu saja lg.. exam DSH (5.9.2010)

wish me luck

nak taw lebih lanjut

klik sini

AS

salam.

arini ALG dapat result AS (klik kt sini utk further infomation). alhamdulillah. semua pass. ada yg pass AS english ngn German. ada yg pass salah 1, (still kire pass jugak). ada yg tak lepas 2-2. tapi sorang je. tp dya bole amek exam edexcel utk backup balik

Aku dapat C utk german. E utk english. alhamdulillah. syukur sgt2. ^^

terima kasih jpa yg mengecop duit utk aku. parents teachers and friends yang menyupport sejiwa raga.

next. exam A level yg akan menjelma bulan 5 nie. huhu. insyaallah berjaya. pray for me and other friends

obstacles and challenges

I must face these obstacles and challenges before I am permitted to continue studying in German. hope I can survive till the end

• A-Level Exams

It consists of 3 subjects,that is, Chemistry ,Mathematics and Physics and it covers all 4 semesters. Mathematics is divided to 2 more subjects, that is Mechanics and Core Maths. I will sit this exam in next semester, maybe May or June. Candidate must score at least 10 points out of 15 from the 3 subjects (Grade A contributes 5 point)

• DSH

DSH or it is known as Deutsche Sprachpruefung Hochshulezugang is a German exam . It is so important so that the JPA will decide which university is suitable for the candidate, regarding the exams result. I will sit for this paper maybe after A-Level exam, in 5th semester.

• AS exams

AS stands for advanced subsidiary is divided of 2 subjects. They are AS English and AS German.

It's a new syllabus where the candidate must sit for both papers. Previously, the candidates just sit for AS English only. If they fail, they must repeat the exam and of course, it is not free. Well, the result previously is so pathetic. Below than 10 candidates are qualified as pass. The rest, FAIL. OMG! below 10 candidates! out of 60+ students. I am fearful and please Allah, help me and my friends. It is not an ordinary exam, like our SPM. It's from Cambridge and the papers will be marked there. But we got a back-up. AS German and it seems more easier than English. OK! I need to pass either one, then AS exams isn't a problem.

• CTIS/CTES

CTIS is religion exam. It's not important academically and everyone can score it. I mean, it is important for us for our guideline in life but doesn't contribute so much in continue studying to overseas. Such a secular education (forgive me, but that's the bitter truth)

• other regulations

hmm2. BTN (biro tatanegara) must be attended and psychology and health test must be taken. In simple, regulations that are applied by JPA to it's students

Die Hoffnung

ich möchte etwas sagen,
VIELEN DANK!

Für die Wunsch, zum Geburtstag viel Glück
also, die zeit rennt schon sehr schnell wie der Blitz
jetzt bin ich 19 Jahren

nicht zu alt noch, ich bin noch jung. :)
aber die Verantwortung werde großer sein
als ein Student muss ich mehr um die Ausbildung bemühen

ach so! die Prüfungszeit ist dran!
ich soll viele Wiederholung machen, so dass ich guten Noten bekommen werden

Diese Wochen, habe ich keinen Unterricht mehr. Nur deutsche Unterricht.
aber das meinst nicht, dass ich bequem sein kann
Diese Zeit will ich ein bisschen ernst sein

hoffentlich, kein Dota mehr.. :)
betet für mich

kwn2 ku dh start stadi. tambah2 hafiz(baju itam). dy stadi kamus

ich habe nur Bahnhof verstanden (apakah kau sedang mengarut ni matt?)